bad..bad..bad..today is the day where i am goin' to have my adv nco exam in NHQ..die le lahz...meet Atiqah at abt 7 in lavender mrt station..then we waited for Rafidah..went to hq with them..and while walkin' there..i kept on tellin' them that ' i'am so scared that i will go first'...and guess wat..they said that maybe yes..becoz maybe those officers would go according to the attendance list..and i am the first one..oh god..plz help me..then around 8 to 8.30 we were havin' muster parade then after that..is moi footdrill!!...i am trembling wif fear...shakin' shakin' but not really shake lahz...then is mdm xuanting who test us..oklahz..quite fine..then fo the theory exam..haiya..that one..i surely fail one..dun need to say..lolz..i never really go and study the coursebk lohz..so i may fail very badly..then for the mins takin'..kaoz..i can't hear wat is the budget..sian ar..i may get the lowest marks in the course..maybe a single digit..haha..then after that is moi first aid..that one also no need to say..i can only say one word..FAIL..haha..then the last parade le..so happy..but at the same time also quite sad lahz..coz sierra hai dun say le lahz..later get more sadder..hehe..got to know them better..then now chattin' wif that meiqi..she so ke ai..she wans shark fins and bird nest...then me as her worshipper should ask for sumthing in return rite..so i asked for abalone..then she dunwan to give me so sad..:'(..hai...