18th June 2007

my day wasnt productive at all. i thought of using this day to study the marketing section but i didnt. why?

i slept for 13 hrs today, from 1 am ytd and woke up at 2 pm today. i felt like a pig.
ate my lunch and slacked till 4 plus pm. finally i did something. i cycled from sembawang to woodlands industrial park and backed again. woah. cool right?? and those paths which i took were isolated as its not ideal to walk/jog/stroll on it. haha. its so cool to cycle alone listening to emo songs or rather rock songs. i love to cycle alone! but i have been wanting to cycle to jalan kayu. who is going to accompany me there? the roads are rather creepy. haha. since i injured my shin, cycling will be the most ideal sport. i can run, but once i stop running, the pain will be backed. and imagine me running for the whole day.. haha.. cant make it

at night? haha. i did something too. ate my dinner and talked on the phone after that. this was how i spent my day today. i should have go for frisbee instead but i dislike some ppl over there. so... ya. just dont like to play with them.

around 9 plus, my internet connection was down. but i still can sign in to msn and chat as usual. weird huh? haha. and guess what, that bothered my dad a lot. he used all means and ways to figure out the problem when everything can be solved by pressing the reset button of the router. haha. dumb right? oh no, i'm not saying that he is dumb, erm.. just an expression. and no way can he be dumb. come on, he is my dad! if he is one, what abt me? haha. dumb daughter. no no. haha. but no matter what, i will still love him. he is the best dad i ever had. erm..wait.. no, besides him i dont need any other dad. haha. whatever lah anna. he is the best parent in the world. fatherly love cant be expressed and same goes for me. its hard to express my love towards him. dad, i will work hard. i will, but u got to push me. =D i cant work without a driving force. ya. so push me yeah? love you! happy fathers' day!! smile always. i love to see you smile. it melts my heart. haha. ok. is it getting mushy over here? hey thats not a big deal ok! i am showing my love towards my dad, not to some other kind of ppl. haha.

and.. roshini, dont ever say that you are a bitch. if you are one, it makes me one too. if you are a slut, it makes me a slug. so dont. we think alike.. erm.. i mean in terms of situation we are alike. so ya. dont ever think of jumping off the building, coz i will be alone in this world. i still need you, my stadium partner. you are the only person who can give me advices and make me happy for a few secs by saying i think yaya whatever you. haha. do u get what i mean? i cant live without you gal.

omg, why am i still doing down here? its 2.36am now!! ahh!! omg! i need to wake up 5 hrs later. arghh.. how am i going to study later? all my concentration will be gone. anna studying? haha what kind of joke is this? ok. my butt needs to have some rest now. its hurts after the cycling. the road was bumpy and the seat was hard. its time to change my bike seat. =D bye people. i'm hungry.


so much for a symphony band. erm.. a video game symphony concert. the super marios bros part was entertaining but for the rest, it werent. it should be entertaining for those music and video games lovers, but definitely not for someone like me. i did play PC games but they didnt show those games in the concert. so ya, its not my fault that i didnt enjoy it. the last few parts certainly bore me off and it made me restless. and and...there wasnt any reception in there! they blocked it off! humpf. so basically, i was stuck there for 2 hrs surviving without sms-ings, food and toilet. nevermind. its over. yeah OVER! i rather watch forbidden city rather than that. but i have to admit that the music scores were pleasing to my ears but not my mind. haha what am i trying to say? is this confusing? i am confused now. whatever. lol

anyway, fennie won me in pool. i didnt know that it was energy draining. haha. i finshed the carl's jr burger all by myself. haha its big and expensive!!! eh.. i wanna play pool and that street basket ball again. i was amazed by this guy who played the crazy taxi. he ride 180 customers and earned 72 thousand plus. its was crazy plus madness. i cant even reach that kind of score, not to mention 180 customers! haha.

GABRIEL HO!!!!!!! will you be coming to school on mon?? if u are, i will be in the canteen, waiting for u with a can of pesticide. haha. i'm not scare of ur floorball stick. pesticide is more power. :)) see you!!


dumb!!!!

i've dropped so many hints!!

arggghh...

why??

:(


I want to be loved, but you don't seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I'm scared, even if I'm hurt
I can say "I love you" to the person who I love

Do you love me? Or not love me?
As for things like that, it's already fine either way
No matter how I wish
There are many unchangeable things in this world, right?
That's right, and because only the fact of my loving you
Is the truth unchangeable by anyone

I want to overcome the thousands of nights and tell it to you
There's something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don't seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I'm scared
Even if I'm hurt, I can say "I love you" to the person who I love
It's scary to turn my feelings into words
But I can say "I love you" to the person who I love

In this broad world, I can't express the joy of encountering you with words
So we smile, sing about the vividly passing autumn in do-re-mi
Turn our backs on winter, wait for the sunlight streaming through trees in spring
And become reborn anew, so that we can protect someone

On the path we came from and our destination, when we looked back, I'd always have timid eyes
I want to face you, but I can't be honest
I, who repeated days of not being able to straight forwardly love my partner
And hated being alone on that day
Seemed to love people while unwounded

I'll overcome the thousands of nights and go meet you now
There is something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don't seem to love me
I wander within that repetitionI found one answer; that even if I'm scared
Even if I'm hurt, I can say "I love you" to the person who I love
Even if those thoughts aren't fulfilled, I can say "I love you" to the person who I love
It's the most wonderful thing in this world


12th June 2007

so whats the use of us being the plate champion? the attendance sucks. and ive failed as a captain terribly. this captain in some school can turn a team of unexperienced players into some professional players. not really professionals but some good players. i dont think he relied on some professional players to help him. look at me, i still need ming jie there. if he is not there, i will be at loss. i dont know how to control them. i dont know whats the best way to improve their throwings, stamina and bonding. maybe thru some friendly competition. but look at the attendance. it is not even enough to form 1 team. nvm, enough of this. and i just want to thank mingjie and james for enduring my dont know - ness. i think i have asked a lot of qns. :) you guys rock! and i did pay attention ok! its just that i am confused! =D

serene i know that u missed me a lot, but dont be that emotional ok? we bitched,we criticized, we laughed. thats the reason why i love to hang out with u guys. clique we shall be again. i love you i love you i love you and i miss you guys dearly. my life in MI is BORING! no excitment at all without u guys here. frisbee and st john bonded us together. frisbee was our interest. st john was ... haha.. u know u know. well, it did bring back some good memories right?

i dun understand. i dun understand. why? why are you so dumb? i think i am a bitch, a slut. its only one mths and a few weeks after our break up and i fell for another person. shouldnt i be weeping now?


OMG!!!!!!!!!!!
WE GOT THE 3RD PLACING!!!
AAAHHHHHHHH...................!!!!!!!!!!

frisbee frisbee here i come!!!!. <3<3
my stamina is still not there yet. by the time we played a crucial match against ceteris paribus, i was very tired. i cant catch properly at all. argghh..... time to work on my stamina in the dark. i'm not going out when the sun is hanging around. i'm too tanned. dont want to die of young age due to skin cancer. oh my god, i'm not getting that, am i? nono. james i'm proud of you today! you managed to chill out. thats good. =D
now we can show off to some ppl with our gold and heavy MEDALS!

Jiaxin!! we are the plates champion!. overall position is 3rd! cheers for the team. and cheers for you too. i knew that you were praying for us in australia. on behalf of the whole team, i thank you for that. come back soon k? i want my present which is 48 kg heavy and 160 cm tall. =D


<3<3 the msg is sweet! i'm keeping it anyway. =D
i'm reaching my fatigue level but i'm determined to stay on. i have to believe in team work, right fennie? lol. wish me and my members all the best for tmr's match. =D
i'm dying now.
i'm not a sinner anymore! roshini, i'm happy for that reason!! go out with me one day ok? i miss you a lot, my stadium cum lesbian partner!! haha.