I'm having the day from hell
It was all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)

And not to mention
The tears, ashame
But i should have kicked your(ass instead)
I need intervention
Attetion to stop this temptation to scream

Cause baby
Everything is f'ed up straight from the heart
Tell what do you do when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up, where do i start
Cause i can't turn to you
when it all falls apart
No, ooh

Don't know where i parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are(anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do(when it rains it pours)

And not to mention (i drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to stop this temptation to scream

Cause baby
Everything is f'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do i start
Cause i can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Can it be easier?
Can i just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will i be mending?
Another one ending once again

Everything is f'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up, where do i start
Cause i can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Everything is f'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do when it all falls apart
Gotta keep myself up, where do i start
Cause i can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No, ooh
When it all falls apart

No, ooh
When it all falls apart
No, ohh
Everything is f'ed up straight from the heart
Tell what do you do when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up, where do i start...

stop...STOP!! what the hell! can u stop blaming him for ur own stupid mistakes. u are damn pulling the whole family in crisis. don't tell me that u dunno. ur actions are the roots of all problem. sit down and REFLECT on it! get it? just reflect! nag n nag n nag! i am the one suffering ok! get it? frankly speaking, i hate ur nagging! i f**king do! don't always think that u are damn right.
argh.. MI is indeed MI. asking us to login into the MI link for lessons. so far i've only completed GP and MB, i went thru econs but never do the assignment at all. i would rather go to school for lessons than doing this e-learning. freaking sick, stuck at home doing nth and listening to 'noise pollution'. what the .... i just wan to get out of this pathetic house.
watch some videos from youtube this afternoon because of the boredom. and i saw this video whereby one jap guy actually insert a ham inside a cd player instead of a cd. haha when he pressed close, the cd player's screen actually show the word 'loading' and after a few min, it show 'no disc' and he broke into laughter. guess what the ham got stuck inside the cd player. what the hell! he is so wu liao!


my fault my fault my fault. its all my fault. wat the hell!


i love this song to bits! who is the wonderful band who sang this song? thats right its bowling for soup! actually i prefer this band than blink 182. haha and i love the music video of 1985. haha look at that plump guy. he is so cute! i wonder how can he balance on high heels. haha and his tougue went round his lips as though he wants to seduce some ppl. haha dun ask me, i totally have no idea at all. but overall this song rocks! i am giving it hmm.. 5 stars! yeah 5 stars! its the maximum! ok enough of bowling for soup.
lets talk abt paul. i missed his performance yesterday and i was surprised that he actually sand chun zai by 5566. it was nice. i love ken's comment on him. thats a good one. oh my! i wonder how joakim is going to handle all the pressure and criticism. u guys should know why. hai. i feel sad for him. somehow or rather i just dislike hady. i dunno why. haha. why why why? haha.
didn't go to school today because of some unknown reasons, not feeling so well afterall. haha and jian lin actually taught me how to fall sick. i think i roughly rmb wat he said. he said' drink a ccup of hot chocolate, and study all the way, burn mid night oil or whatever, just dun sleep and dada... u will fall sick. and eventually he did. aiyo dun stress urself over studies lah. fancy falling sick over ur birthday! take good care and we are still waiting to celebrate ur birthday!
and and and.. yvonne..!! why are u calling me a da bian? so bad! damn bad! replace my last two name with da bian! what is this? when u wan to go out again? anyway study hard for promos. lets get promoted together! [hopefully i can] cheers!
jia xin! hai. the letter which u sent it to me right, and inside it u asked me to send it to vaish and i haven't do it! sorry..!! dun scold me........ T.T


But since you been gone
I can breathe for the first time
I´m so movin´ on, yeah yeah
Thanks to you, now I get what I want
Since you been gone

i have to be strong! since he is already with someone else, why should i continue to bother him? right? the only thing i can do, is to wash my hands away from these dirty dishes. yeah, thats the right way. how i wish i can be like Uma who acted as the G-Girl in my super ex girlfriend. haha. she totally rocks. fancy throwing a shark at her ex boyfriend. thanks goodness i actually like that scene. haha. just make it point that i shall never ever shed a tear for him anymore. its a no no. maybe the only way out is to think of the guy who i have a crush on, someone, somewhere out there. dun ask me who, i won't say it. gosh! i almost forget his name! haha. i am suffering from STMs.
and now, i know that a lot of people are actually suffering from this illness :affairs of the heart. correct? hi 5! lets be strong. look at them angrily and say 'dun ever mess with me heart again!'
what did i do on saturday? oh ya, i have flag day on that day. after that, accompanied by a bunch of friends, we went to catch a movie, my super ex girlfriend. its not really that nice except for some scenes, those who watched it will know. haha. then went to work on sun and the result was tired. and there goes this guy who actually ask me the same question thrice! haha. 'so how's ur day?' haha. bad, okok. thats my answer. haha. was so damn pathetic alone down there. moreover, i have to eat my dinner alone. can't find any food court so my last stalk was the burger king! hai, but i wanna save money. oh ya on saturday, i saw a lot of canberreans in J8 and the two tays opps! haha. is mrs tay and ms tay. haha. i gather that ms tay does really have children. it was so shocking that she can have two kids older than my brother's age. haha. but nevermind, the most impt point of all was i saw LOUIS KOO in J8 and PS! i am not a die hard fan of his but he looked so cool on stage. a smile that melts everyone's hearts. obviously those guys will be jealous haha. unless they are gay then it will be a different matter. the first time when i saw him was in PS. i was totally freaked out and i kept on looking at him instead of looking at the direction where i am heading to. the consequence was i knock onto this plump lady. she was so damn flared up with me and she keep on staring at me. so what? i admit that i never see louis koo in person before. OMG! he is better than paul but he can't replace paul in my heart. =p haha. thats so childish and sometimes i can't even stand myself for being so childish. haha. louis koo is actually a benchmark for me in looking for a guy. musuclar and tanned. my god. he is just so hot! too hot to resist thats why i will collide onto some people.
i am waiting for bleach 94 to come out! i love kuchiki byakuya!! haha. anyway bingyong thanks for giving me a poster. but i didn't make any good use out of it. hmm.. maybe i should consider to recycle it! haha opps! she is going to be angry with me.

LOUIS KOO IS SIZZLING HOT!! i am starting to be in love wit him! my my! *slap myself* wake up wake up!


Her voice is echoed in my mind
I count the days till she is mine
Can't tell my friends cos they will laugh
I love a member of the staff

I fight my way to front of class
To get the best view of her ass
I drop a pencil on the floor
She bends down and shows me more.

That's what I go to school for
Even though it is a real bore
You can call me crazy
I know that she craves me
That's what I go to school for
Even though it is a real bore
Girlfriends I've had plenty
None like Miss Mackenzie
That's what I go to school for
That's what I go to school for

So she may be thirty-three
But that doesn't bother me
Her boyfriends working out of town
I find a reason to go round

I climb a tree outside her home
To make sure she is all alone
I see her in her underwear
I can't help but stop and stare

Everyone that u teach all day knows your looking at me in a different way
I guess that's why my marks are getting so high
I can see those tell tale signs telling me that I was on your mind
I could see that you want it more when you told me that
I'm what you go to school for
I'm what you go to school for

She's packed her bag its in the trunk
Looks like she's picked herself a hunk
We drive past school to say goodbye
My friends they can'telieve their eyes.

haha. i am so freaking in love with this song, although the lyrics is a bit ahem* but, overall the music and everything are quite ok. i only agree that school is a real bore. this song was actually sang by busted which i believe had been disband. hai, their songs are so nice, i have their album. though mostly talk about girls and other stuff but i still like it. haha busted sounds totally the same as bastard! lol. but busted rocks.. nt bastard -.-!! especially this guy hmmm.. i apologise for not knowing his name. haha. he is so damn cute! yeah!
ok. today singapore idol will be on air! hope that jonathan will do well! even though i like paul but i hope that jonathan can emerge as the overall champion. haha. i agree with what kim said about paul ' if he can't sing that means he can't sing.' i admit that he has all the appeals but not the voice. but jonathan has everything. jonathan is the cause of me listening to the callings! haha. can't wait to set my eyes upon sg idol tonight!
hai fancy blogging at this early hour. gonna be late for school! haha surely will get scoldings by sok leng and her stead! peeps out there taking o levels and promos at the same time, dun be try to overload urself with work ok? especially u! if u are exhuasted, dun come to school, rest at home. and JIAN LIN!! i am so sorry that i can't go out and celebrate ur birthday with u and gang coz i need to work! sorry! i will mend it up to u on sep or after promos ok? i promise!
lastly, my dearest mum, y are u doing this to me? u are adding salt to my bleeding wound! hai. how on earth can i explain it to u? nvm. hope the history will not repeat itself. should it repeat, just let me go to hell and study for my promos. haha.


I try to discover
A little something to make me sweeter
Oh baby refrain
From breaking my heart
I'm so in love with you
I'll be forever blue
That you give me no reason
Why you're making me work so hard

That you give me no
That you give me no
That you give me no
That you give me no

Soul, I hear you calling
Oh baby please
Give a little respect
To me

And if I should falter
Would you open your arms out to me
We can make love not war
And live at peace with our hearts
I'm so in love with youI'll be forever blue
What religion or reason
Could drive a man to forsake his lover

Don't you tell me no
Don't you tell me no
Don't you tell me no
Don't you tell me no

Soul, I hear you calling
Oh baby please
Give a little respect
To me

I'm so in love with you
I'll be forever blue
That you give me no reason
Why you're making me work so hard

That you give me no
That you give me no
That you give me no
That you give me no

Soul, I hear you calling
Oh baby please (Give a little respect)
Give a little respectTo me(Soul)
I hear you calling
Oh baby please (Give a little respect)
Give a little respect
To me

been lazy for the past few days so didn't update. haha. yeah i wanna be lazybony. haha. i am so damn tired! dun feel ike goin to school tmr but the thing is, tmr have nafa i guess is 2.4km. damn cannot skip. i always can't skip monday. shytty. haha. nvm. just endure. anna! perseverance! by the way i found a new job already. haha. hope that it won't be as complicated as galley. haha. but i miss sandy, nick, mei zhen, bilan and yau yan auntie!! i miss u guys! the fun, laughters. the boredom and the sianzation. haha rmb bilan auntie is good in that haha. her usual quote ' no customers also sian, got customers also sian, when boss is here it will be more sian, hai..' haha then she will hug the same old white pillar. someone even mentioned abt matchmaking. haha. shh.. i cannot say who. hope u guys doing fine in there just endure u old timers! haha.
gonna have the same old sick pe again. my my. wonder what are they going to do for the two periods. haha. oh ya. recently i also went to watch the fireworks. my god! i can only say... i am glad that i am still exist in sg. haha. however i am lazy to put up the photos. lazy lazy! haha dun blame me.. blame my laziness!. haha.
shucks. my feet are in pain! haha all thanks to that idiotic shoes. haha.
funny moment of today was i saw this guy and this gal touching each other then this guy actually put his face onto the river. haha. my god. they were so open in the train! haha. i wonder what will happen when they got home. haha.


yes! i love today. 050806! haha.

went out with yvonne today to where? haha orchard! yeah. its been a long time since i last saw here? hmmm... i think its few mths ago since i last went out with her. and i miss her so damn much! haha. i bought one bag, two earrings [one pair is same as her except for the colour which is different] and one belt. haha.

we went to heeren and took some neoprints. haha. it was damn funny. yvonne actually planned some posture before taking the photos but eventually we didn't really follow. haha.

i hate the crown but she like it. so i guess i have no choice but to accept. anyway its her who designed this pic.

ok. i designed part of the pic. the small little cartoons like the cloud, the samll little character and the yellow round thingy. instead of appreaciating it, yvonne grumbled and grumble abt the yellow round thingy and the cloud on her head. haha. =p

ok. its i who thought of this posture. nice rite? haha. SHOCK!

dun ever ask me why our neoprints are all black and pink. i dun even know why. haha.

and lucky i go out with her today. haha. and its damn lucky that we went to cineleisure. guess what was happened there? the sg idols were there! oh y god! i didn't know about it. i think i am just pure lucky! and i fall deeper for paul! yeah. he was so handsome and cute with that cap! and i shouted for rahimah and jonathan. haha. jonathan's voice was damn low but sexy! haha.

here are some photos i took:

its abit dark here. from left to right. paul, joakim, rahimah, hady, jonathan, nurul, jasmine and mathilda. muahahah!

its PAUL!! and joakim.

JONATHAN!!!!!

battle of the two rockers! haha. thats paul and rahimah. i love her too! and her hair! its damn rock! haha.

i wanna thanks yvonne for standing under the sun catching this rare moment with me. thanks for lending me ur camera to take the pictures of my fav idols. i love u lots! haha. if nt for u, i dun think i am able to get that precious poster. haha. thanks a million!!! and lets take lots of neoprints in the near dec holidays. cheers. =))