the entry which i am goin' to post now is very vulgar. if u think that u unable to read it..please stop reading now..!! stop..!! and close this broswer immediately..!

oh my god..!! just fuck them. both of u are only doing harm to the company, not greatness or watever shyt. just wanna tell both of that watever u do, can u at least do it guang ming zhen da, not an di li go n backstab ppl. how do u feel when ppl backstab both of u? ya walter i know how u feel. i pity u the most. i tell u wat, since u wan revenge go ahead, no use wearing that god's band on ur wrist. u will get ur RETRIBUTION sooner or later. u r just he world's worst creature, the world's bastard. and i say that its on the top ten list. kiss ur ass n fuck off now..! Go..!! n just do wat i have said..!! fuck off. i am so damn disappointed in u. low down..!! use those underhand method to get rid of ppl who u dislike in the company.

and i am goin' to talk abt a story on this WONDERFUL lady over her. u r the worst among the damn worst. oh. hmm.. wat award can i give u? let me think. oh ya..first for backstabbing ppl..!! ya..is it cool?? plus an A1 for u. i wll be shown in ur result slip. Like wat my teacher have said. u dun have integrity. u dun even no wat is respect at least basic courtesy. no at all.. woah.. do u actually think that u are worst than my dog?? humpfx. maybe i should nt compare u wif my dog coz u r too low down to be compared with any living thing in this world. u are wasting earth's SCACRE RESOURCES.. do u know that. so u better fucked off now. dun even think of leveing something behind. just fuck off ..!! looking at u will dirty my eyes. ya. its indeed true. i am nt angry when u quietly sacked me but i am damn so piss off by wat u did to them.hope u will get ur retribution SOON..!! SOON..!! i just wish that its now..!!


anna be strong..!! u must not be see him today..!! u must not call him today..!! no not all..!! delete him from your mind..!! its goin' to be over soon..!! be strong..!! be strong..!! no tears..!! don't cry..!! don't cry over him again..!! i don't wanna say goodbye to u..!! do u know abt it..!! i wan to see u again..!! thats my greatest wish. nevermind..!! just leave it to fate.


woke up with an uneasy sore throat and a bit of flu this afternoon. haha. i slept for 16 hrs. i guess so. lol. thats long..!! but its nice. i just hope that i can sleep all day long without waking up. lol. let me emphasize. sleeping only, nt die ok..?? lol. ya. went over to ray's house today for a farewell party of ms chia n jian lin. hai. sad to see both of them goin'. have so much fun in that bbq session. after that, i went to orchard with wei guang. bought an ice cream from orange julius n went to take bus 167 to go hm. haha.


i am so damn freaking shyt that i would receive ur msg. i seriously dunwan u to leave. seriously. if yes, when will i get to see u again?? next years? in 5 years time? no way..!! i dunno wat will happen to me though my feelings for u become numb. ya. i keep on saying that i dun have any more feelings for u but actually i still do. do u know that i couldn't concentrate during my maths class. all because of u?? i'am sad. i dun even know whether i have the mood to cycle wif them on mon.


Oh my god. this is so damn bad. i didn't know that my mother would be at home n i bought 3 packets of chicken rice. see now she is nagging. ' why u never call back??' n what so ever. nag n nag n nag. thats her professional. nth more else. A1 for nagging. this is so damn shyt. haha. nvm. have econs test today. hai. i did badly in it. its time to push myself up. i am such a failure. i had previously presented two presentations individually n now i can't present such a simple presentation. i m so damn a failure. wat the heck. i was shaking. nothing can cure my 'presentation fright' what the heck. nvm wats done cannot de undone. n stop blaming urself. u didn't put the group down. i just think that we were just partially prepared for the presentation. nvm try again next tym. we might do better than this. yeah. haha.


Love is harder than Crime. This was what i have learn yesterday.


wat the heck..!! i m totally stuck with the double entry thingy...wat credit n debit.. wat e shyt is that..hai..wat do u mean by ' we paid j watson his acc by cheque'?? argh....!! i still have project to do..!! ah...!! can i dun do my account???!?!?!?


will i still be thinking abt him again?? will i?? i better not. juz hope that my studies n biking will keep me busy. juz hope, juz hope. *crossing my fingers*. awww...!! having another test for econs. but today is not bad. its a trial test. but this thurs, i am goin' to have another mcq test again..!! not again?!?!? argh..!!


went to work at 6. haha. once again. the asst manger put me in charge of cabana together with edmund. lol. galley's regular customer, mr mark, was there with his family. but he is friendly lah. i never serve him be4 then he said, i will teach u. the his mother told, 'huo dao lao xue dao lao..'!! haha. yeah, thanks for the encouragement.!! today was quite fun. gt herman n my new friend, desmond..!! lol. he is so cute..!! coz i asked him to help me take some things, n i mentioned his name, then he was like, how u know my name de ar? then i said, coz i clever mah. dunno why i am so happy today. lol. oh ya. i saw my sirs... today..!! they came to galley n eat. i was like, i miss u sirs. i went to greet them as if i was in st john again. then after that out of three 2 told me that they are still single. i was like ok. then i told sandy, hey my sir very shuai lehz..u go there n introduce urself. then she said ok. haha. can't tell u all wat happened next. lol. love u guys..!! will try to make out time to go ktv with u all.. lol.. ^.^


school ened at 11.15. however i must wait till 12.45 for the back gate to be open before i can go home. after school, i went to collect my ic. woah..!! i must pay $100 to get a replacement for my lost ic. hai, $100 gone in a flash. so sad..!! went to work at 6..cycled there. saw bilan auntie n yau yan auntie. both of them were cycling too. lol. coincidence. a tired day for me. was sent to copa to do service. lol. saw them singing n i also wan to sing along but mind me, i am working..!! somthing funny happened. edmund asked me to get one jug of beer for this particular customer. then i went to the bar there n sort of like 'da' the beer. then after 'daing' the beer, i went to copa. on the way back, i say walter lying down on the floor trying to get sumthing. but i didn't see his legs and i kicked him. i almost fall. lucky for me, if not i must pay for the beer which cost $16.00. after that, herman said to me.' u should have kick him harder.' lol...that was the funniest part of all. ya. i enjoy working there. all because of the ppl over there, like edmund, sandy, herman,..++++...fun ppl to work with except for sum ppl..who totally turn me off....lol >.<


woah..! haha..guess that i m mad.. juz came back from batam. woah..!! it was so damn cool. wat can i say? i can only say that...I WAN TO GO AGAIN..!!! haha.. i asked my father that and he gave me this kind of look n after that he said, u gt so much money ar? haha.. i can't forget the time we ,8 bartleys, spent together. haha. was damn fun. we drank red, white and ICE wind. HOHO..!! thats was damn cool. our faces were all red especially, .... n .... haha.. fill in the blank by urself. =p ok. am goin' to sch now. so will blog again and continue my batam story. a more detailed one. haha..


wat r u trying to do actually? toying with my feelings? sorry. i can only say that u have failed. doesn't means that i confess to u means i still like u now, get it? please stop doing all these things..!! since u are with her..u should make good use of the time. hai, doesn't means that i go out with u menas that u can tell them that u r dating me. please..!! stop it..!!


haha..today is internatonal friendship day..!! after school, i went out with wendy..!! lol..she was so funny, holding a stalk of rose walking around suntec city till bugis n back home. lol. poor her. she went to toliet so many times. 2 times is to put water on her dying rose n 1 time is she really go to toliet. lol. then actually we were walking in suntec city de..then after that we wanted to go to carrefour but after that, i dunno y we both ended up in bugis junction. lol. coz we were talking n talking n were walking aimlessly. lol..funny girl..haha. ya. n guess wat, i treated her to one bowl of prawn noodle..! see i m so good!! haha. nolah. its just that i feel like treating her loh. haha. hai. so tired. just now went back to work. woah.! i was so damn shocked that for today's part timers, there was only me, mei zhen, yau yan n bi lan auntie. all of us were nt working actually, we were all battling. nt enough staff at all. hai. i stand for five hrs u know..!!! and i got frustrated very easily coz i was really very tired at that tym. so...just shoo off..!! damn it. n sandy never come today at all..!!! arghh...


HOHO..!! haha...today is just a great day..hmm..not that boring at all. ok. let me start off with my school day. went to sch with fennie n thahara they all. then fennie sat beside n guess how we chit chat?!?! we used our graphic calculators...!!! haha..the person sitting beside us might think that we are carzy but i dun think we care. because both of us are always full of craziness..!! haha..wah. i was so sleepy today. a bit lah. not that much. first lesson was economics. ok, i know le, that mr lai really hates my class..BLOODY HELL..!! he should treat every class equally but with biasness..! alright i don't really know how to spell the word. haha..dun blame me wors. he said that we are lacking behind. i think its becoz of him, always say that we never give him answer. in fact other classes also never give him any answer loh. talk so much..!! haha..then after that was chinese. woah..!! i really like my chinese teacher. she treated us ice cream. guess wat, she said that those who dunwan the ice cream must take her money..!! haha. first time i came across this type of person. haha. hmm..of ya. after recess was the mass lecture for MB. i was struggling to stay awake in her class. haha. after that i took a short break n i took this opportunity to sleep for 20 mins. haha. its enough to keep me awake thru GP n acc. after acc was PE..!! woah..it was so damn tough. we had jumping jacks n blah blah blah..tough excerises. haha. after that it was some circuit training. if i am nt wrong. haha.. we were split into six groups. HOHO..!!! my teamates n i cheated thru the training.(we skip the skipping part) haha..but poor thing lah, two of my teammates feel down while running..haha..guess they ran too fast. haha..hai. receive yvonne's msg. yup, i think my feelings 4 him fade away partially. but i can't really confirm it. really. haha.. oh ya. forget to mention this friend of him..Chun Hong aka MARY..!! haha..he is very talkative..but in a very friendly way lohz..haha..good lah..


okok..its been a long time since i last posted my previous entry..hai..it was because i have no time to blog at all ..!! haha.. lets take a look at my timetable. Monday i will end school at 5.15, tues at 3.00, wed at 1.30, thurs at 5.15 n lastly friday at 12.45(the earliest of all..haha..oh ya i would like to mention this...the guys in my class are so gentlemen...haha..its true u know..coz on friday we were having this acc lesson at the ballrooom. then some gals including me dun have a seat at all. so sum guys stood up n let us have the seats..wah..!! haha..so gentlemen..!! lol..oklah..then on my way back..i talked to fennie..then suddenly she say abt him n she was there..nvm lah..if she wants to tell her then go ahead n say lohz..i dun care abt him anymore..i dun feel sad anymore..n i won't cry for him anymore..i dun yearn for him anymore..!! woah..!!! haha..becoz of my studies..!!! make me busy n never think abt him anymore..!! hoho..must celebrate.. alright..then yytd i went to work. he said he got sumthing to tell me. i followed him n he said that he have handed in his resignation letter already. i was like so calm down.. was still smiling when he told..maybe to this feeling, i have already feel numb inside..my feelings for him have been frozen. hai.but when i saw the pic he took it with her, i feel sumthing..sad..i dunno why..lol..hai..he asked me y didn't i feel sad 4 him, i dunno. he said that i suppose to be sad n maybe cry. wat the heck. maybe i also dunno..haha..guess wat..NICK CAME BACK YESTERDAY..!!! I WAS SO DAMN GLAD THAT HE CALLED ME WHILE I WAS WORKING..HAHA..after work, i went to meet him. woah..becume so handsome liao..haha. he changed his hairstyle..hai..long tym never miss him...when i saw him, i feel like hugging him..haha..but nvm lah...then so so happy..but he went back to malaysia this morning..hai..sad again..but he said that he will be cuming back at around august there...ok. i am anticipating towards that mth..really..i can't really wait till august..how to say ar..he is like a brother to me....haha...'take care, nick..!!!...see u soon..'