okok..its been a long time since i last posted my previous entry..hai..it was because i have no time to blog at all ..!! haha.. lets take a look at my timetable. Monday i will end school at 5.15, tues at 3.00, wed at 1.30, thurs at 5.15 n lastly friday at 12.45(the earliest of all..haha..oh ya i would like to mention this...the guys in my class are so gentlemen...haha..its true u know..coz on friday we were having this acc lesson at the ballrooom. then some gals including me dun have a seat at all. so sum guys stood up n let us have the seats..wah..!! haha..so gentlemen..!! lol..oklah..then on my way back..i talked to fennie..then suddenly she say abt him n she was there..nvm lah..if she wants to tell her then go ahead n say lohz..i dun care abt him anymore..i dun feel sad anymore..n i won't cry for him anymore..i dun yearn for him anymore..!! woah..!!! haha..becoz of my studies..!!! make me busy n never think abt him anymore..!! hoho..must celebrate.. alright..then yytd i went to work. he said he got sumthing to tell me. i followed him n he said that he have handed in his resignation letter already. i was like so calm down.. was still smiling when he told..maybe to this feeling, i have already feel numb inside..my feelings for him have been frozen. hai.but when i saw the pic he took it with her, i feel sumthing..sad..i dunno why..lol..hai..he asked me y didn't i feel sad 4 him, i dunno. he said that i suppose to be sad n maybe cry. wat the heck. maybe i also dunno..haha..guess wat..NICK CAME BACK YESTERDAY..!!! I WAS SO DAMN GLAD THAT HE CALLED ME WHILE I WAS WORKING..HAHA..after work, i went to meet him. woah..becume so handsome liao..haha. he changed his hairstyle..hai..long tym never miss him...when i saw him, i feel like hugging him..haha..but nvm lah...then so so happy..but he went back to malaysia this morning..hai..sad again..but he said that he will be cuming back at around august there...ok. i am anticipating towards that mth..really..i can't really wait till august..how to say ar..he is like a brother to me....haha...'take care, nick..!!!...see u soon..'