4:33 AM |
i feel like crying
but some how my eyes are dry.
i feel like dying.
tears from heaven dropped down on me.
how i wish
it is able to
wash every part of him away from me.
wash away my pain,
my suffering
wash away the memories which i spent with hi,
i do not know why.
i am just so into u.
i want u.
i want to be in ur arms.
i want to hold ur hands.
i don't want to be ur friend.
i want to be ur special one.
but i think all these are impossible.
so i tried to forget u.
i tried very hard
but u didn't let me succeed at all.
u just appeared in front of me.
why?
why?
why?
why did u make me suffer for nothing?
why?
why?
i do not want the pain.
why?
why?
why are u so good to me?
is that how u treat the other girls?
i am so scare.
i am so scare that the demons inside me will unleash itself
and take over the old me.
i don't want this to happen.
i miss u.