Seems like just yesterday, you were a part of me
I used to stand so tall,
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight, everything it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong

Now I can't breathe, no I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything, opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright, for once in my life
Now all that's left of me, is what
I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside

Cause I can't breathe, no I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears
I've cried
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me, then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you, it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside anymore
Anymore

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you wont get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
its my principle to try my very best to sovle my friends' problems but this time round, i can't. just a few hours ago, i was posted to the most difficult problem that u ever faced in my life. i feel so useless that i can't even solve her difficuties. argh.. there goes my principle. accompanied her all the work till 1 plus. sorry that i couldn't accompany u any longer! sorry! i admit that i was a bit sleepy but i can't leave her in a alone right? argh... i am such a failure! what am i going to do? argh ...
anyway, i am so damn elated to receive a letter from jx. someone attempt to open my the letter. argh.. no privacy!! haha anyway thanks dudette. hai. a few more hours away, she is going to terminate her hp plan and a few more hours later i am going to send her off. T.T i gonna miss u soo much!! make sure u write to me ar!