I wanna apologise to Jian Lin. Sorry that i couldn't make it erm on last tuesday. Sorry sorry. I didn't have the mood to go out at all. That thing made me feel depressed. Ya you are correct, i shouldn't let it affect me but somehow, i just can't control my mood. Life is just too plain. Go out, work, play and watch television. So meaningless.

It was very 'amazing' that yesterday was my first time that i actually sat down and watch the 2 hours amazing race. Haha. Don't say that i'm old fashioned or outdated or whatever. Actually i don't really have a good impression of all these reality shows like survivors becuase its like bad stabbing each other. Friends/couples fall out with each other when they were being eliminated. I beg that u all saw the news in the newspaper. Thats why i don't like it until yesterday. Amazing race is super duper 'amazing'. I actually learn something out of it. All thanks to this couple. because they reached the destination as the last team, all their luggages and money were being taken away. They started another day with $0. But its like miracle that they manage to emerge as the champion of the Amazing race with no money and they have to travel more than 50 miles to another point to get their next clue. I admire their confidence and their persistent spirit or maybe their determination. They never give up any hope when they were the last team. And so, miracle struck them. I guess my prayer also did help them because i hated the other two teams. One was damn ambitous. Being ambitous can give you nothing. Though you may be the one leading but later you will be the one who is falling.

This was what i learn:
If you pray for a miracle,
work hard for it,
don't ever give up,
sometimes a little prayer do help,
the key point is DETERMINATION!
If you pray for a miracle without doing anything, just slacking all day long, i can gurantee you that miracle won't happen at all.

Ok, i will stop here. I think i preach too much. Watch Amazing Race!