no school for me today, which means, no sseing of my ec today. but i don't even care a shyt. i actually feel so great. haha. i'm weird? yeah. shin splint? its not really a big deal. after all, i still can run and jump as normal, so... it is not so serious at all. haha. yesterday i was quite piss off by so many things. my anger just accumulate and those ppl were my last straw. i dont want to mention what happened, but after kim told me abt it, woah, i feel so ELATED!! haha. yeah. peace to me! haha. anyway, i managed to let out 1/3 of my anger on frisbee. i threw long D for three times which i thought were impossible!! haha. luck disgusied in misfortune? haha. i guess so. ya, so try to agitate me more. you are actually helping me. :))

after today i have decided not to care so much anymore. want to leave early or whatever.. just let it be. i'll just concentrate on my own skills. :)) because of frisbee, i've changed into a very hot-headed person who always use vulgar words when possible. haha. i am trying hard to change now because frisbee doesn't allow this. i admired other grp so much that i tried to mould them into that way. but ppl seem to be stuck in their own ways. so well, i rather push myself than them. now then i understand why my teacher said don't ever go into a business with your friends. if i can transfer so of my passion towards frisbee to study, everything will be well-balanced. i am trying very hard now.

cheers for roshini, james and kim. sorry that i made you all to take all of my shyt. but now i wont grumble anymore because i have went through that stage. think twice before you want to grumble because you will know how it feels if you lead next time.

KIM!! i feel so great when u told me all those stuff!! i'm so happy so happy.
JAMES [MY OJISAN!!], thanks for talking to me yesterday. sorry that you have to take all my complaints. but i will try very hard now, not to complain that much ok? haha.
ROSHINI! my greatest love of all. i love you so much! dont think too much ok? i am willing to be your punching bag if you need one. :))