12th June 2007

so whats the use of us being the plate champion? the attendance sucks. and ive failed as a captain terribly. this captain in some school can turn a team of unexperienced players into some professional players. not really professionals but some good players. i dont think he relied on some professional players to help him. look at me, i still need ming jie there. if he is not there, i will be at loss. i dont know how to control them. i dont know whats the best way to improve their throwings, stamina and bonding. maybe thru some friendly competition. but look at the attendance. it is not even enough to form 1 team. nvm, enough of this. and i just want to thank mingjie and james for enduring my dont know - ness. i think i have asked a lot of qns. :) you guys rock! and i did pay attention ok! its just that i am confused! =D

serene i know that u missed me a lot, but dont be that emotional ok? we bitched,we criticized, we laughed. thats the reason why i love to hang out with u guys. clique we shall be again. i love you i love you i love you and i miss you guys dearly. my life in MI is BORING! no excitment at all without u guys here. frisbee and st john bonded us together. frisbee was our interest. st john was ... haha.. u know u know. well, it did bring back some good memories right?

i dun understand. i dun understand. why? why are you so dumb? i think i am a bitch, a slut. its only one mths and a few weeks after our break up and i fell for another person. shouldnt i be weeping now?