Saturday
27 September 2008

its ber's birthday today and the F1 race tonight. how nice. anyway i got back some of my results. as usual they suck because i didnt study. the reason? dont have to mention coz it was unnecessary yet i was bothered by it. stupid? yes, i admit. prelims aint a joke yet i treated it as nothing.

econs, econs, econs, i hate econs coz i cant do well. no matter what my brain wont accept econs. its a mental blockage! how? how? how? haha! well talking abt econs, alex is in london studying her economics! woah. anyway its nth lah coz she took H3 econs in a levels. smart huh? YEAH! haha. she mentioned that if i were to go to london, she will show me ard! but when will i ever go to london. shouldnt it be the other way round? i should show her ard in Singapore when she comes back from london! well well, crap lah anna. alright, lets see if she will be online tonight, chat with her again! haha. its been so long since we saw each other. let me see, hmm.. it should be 4 yrs? haha.

i'm stupid, i'm irrational.
yes, i admit because i should just give up. give up someone who doesnt even trust me. give up someone who i dont even dare to tell the truth for fear that you will think otherwise. lets make pact, i wont msg/call/talk to that person anymore and i wont even think abt that person anymore. that should do the job and i can start studying in peace coz now that my brain has gained more memory space than ever.

brainwash me, pretty/handsome pleaseeeeeee?
make it a sweet sweet goodbye. (grab some jelly beans and white chocolate. it should do the job :))